some people say, you must write with history*
people without history cannot write story close to one's mind*isn't it?
then...can i write like Jane Austin?

if i could, i want to put my story into a book....written by myself in a true way*
i sure i won't change my love after my settle down at ireland...i hope you won't as well*
but it seems that you put every blame on my journey...
is it reli tht hard to accept? or it is just my selfishness to request your acceptance from the very beginning?
your generous has already given me your greatest forgiveness...
i know that....reli....
but so do i....
i love you but i have to go...
you may think that i got choices and i can just stay in hong kong and earn living by doing some jobs i dislike...
but i am not that kind of people...compromise with everything....
i wish you will understand me...understand the real me...*