going to an unfamiliar place without you, i don't even know whether i will have a good new life there...i started think of our relationship today...is that really tht strong anyone cannot destroy it? you told me to focus on my dissertation but i just can't....it's a hard decision for me to go ireland so i really hope there will be nothing to make me worried and disappointed...

whenever there is a second of silence, i am afraid of losing you...
you are my life, with a pretty top position...